MAY 15, 2013
“Ang tunay na mag-kaibigan, hindi nagkaka-tampuhan ng matagal.”
Ako ang nagsabi niyan o nagpayo sa isa kong friend. But this time, ipapayo ko na lang ‘yan sa sarili ko.
I’m not a perfect and a dreamy friend but I’m sure I will do anything for my friends. That’s the only reason why I have so many. So many nga ba talaga? Uso na kasi noon pa ang plastic pero siguro dahil matatanda na kami, kaibigan ko na nga talaga sila.
Napakababaw naman talaga ng dahilan ko kung bakit ako nagtampo. Dahil lang sa hindi nila ako inakit na sumama sa pupuntahan nila. Ganun lang. Buti na nga lang, that time, saktong pumunta ang college buddies ko sa bahay at inakit akong maglamyerda.
Masakit sa puso kasi, tinanong ko ‘yung isa. Sabi kasi niya, ‘what time daw kaya sila aalis’? Tanong niya ‘yan sa best friend ko, namin. Siyempre, na-curious ako kasi hindi ko naman alam na may pupuntahan pala so I asked, ‘saan kayo pupunta?’ But then, she answered, ‘secret’.
Dahil lang ‘dun, ang sensitive kong puso ay nasaktan. Sensitive nga eh kaya madali talagang masaktan. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ‘hindi ko kailangang ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa mga taong ayaw akong makasama’. Pumasok na lang ako nang bahay at wala nang balak lumabas pa. Nanggawa na lang ako ng story, tanging libangan.
But… ito nga, biglang bumisita ang mga college buddies at isinama ako. Paglabas ko ng bahay, at papunta na kami sa pupuntahan namin, nasa unahan namin sila, my best friends and the other friends. Okay, fine. May pupuntahan talaga sila, at hindi man lang nangakit. I mean, magsolo lang kaya ako, walang gagawin. Para kasing sinasadya nilang hindi ako isama eh!
Pero hindi naman ganun kakitid ang utak ko.
Siguro wala lang sa isip nila na gusto kong sumama. (Pero paano naman nila masasabing ayaw ko ngang sumama kung kasama nga silang lahat at ako lang ang wala?)
Siguro aakitin din nila ako kaso dumating lang ‘yung college buddies ko nga. (Pero kung aakitin talaga nila ako bakit may pa’secret-secret’ pa ‘yung isa? At bakit hindi nila sinabi agad, may ticket kasi ang pupuntahan nila?)
Siguro (last na naisip ko), it’s either wala talaga silang balak akong isama o ayaw talaga nila akong isama. (‘Di ba naman? Ano pa bang dapat kong isipin?)
Hindi ko sila pinansin. Dire-diretso kaming naglakad. Pero… anak naman ng tokwa oh! Nagkasalubong pa kaming lahat. Saka nila ako inakit ‘nung nakita nilang may kasama na ako, kinausap pa ako kung pasaan daw ako, matamlay naman ang mga sagot ko. Sana maramdaman nilang nagtampo ako.
Dun nag-end ang lahat. PERO… hindi nila naramdaman ang tampo ko!
Feeling ko nga iniisip nila… “Eh ano ngayon kung magtampo ka? Grow up nga!”
At saka, wala lang naman talaga ako sa kanila eh. Dakilang epal lang naman talaga ako. Sus, sino nga naman ba ako?
Balak ko na sanang magkulong na lang muna sa bahay pero sobrang bagot talaga kasi araw na araw ko nang buhay ang makatambayan sila sa labas ng bahay. Normal na ‘yun. At ang hindi ko paglabas para ang ABNORMAL. Hindi ko kinaya.
Pinilit ko ang sarili kong hindi sila pansinin pero NORMAL na nga sakin ang pansinin sila kasi childhood friends ba naman! So in the end, ngumingiti at tinatawag ko pa rin sila.
But… the damage has been done. Ang sakit eh. Nasaktan ako sa ginawa nila. Foul ‘yun!
Nahihiya naman akong i-open up! Feeling ko masho-schock sila or talagang naramdaman na nila na pilit i-ignore na lang. Hindi ko alam! Sasabog ako. Buti nga’t naisulat ko lahat nang hinaing ko ngayon. Nabawasan rin.
Okay lang naman siguro magtampo paminsan-minsan, gusto kong malaman nila na tampo ako. Pero takot akong maiwan. Hindi niyo ako masisisi, takot akong magalit sila sakin o kaya takot akong magbago ang turing nila sakin. Maging sensitive sila lagi sakin. Ayokong magbago yun. Masyado naman akong nagiging VIP. KAPAL naman ng mukha ko. >__<
Minsan lang naman ako magtampo, hindi pa napansin. Hindi yun ang pinaghihimutok ko ha! Tampo lang talaga ako sa kanila, gusto kong ipaalam pero naiinis ako kapag nakikita ko sila!!!
Sobrang naiinis na gusto ko nang sigawan sila nang tanong na “ANO BANG PROBLEMA NIYO SAKIN?!!!”
Magiging OA naman bigla ang peg ko kasi first time naman itong nangyari.
FIRST TIME lang ‘ulit’. Kasi huli kaming nag-away eh elementary pa. Eh ngayon, college graduate na kami. College na yung iba!
Haaaaaay. Ang sakit sa heart. Ayaw ko ng ganito. Ayaw ko nang may iniiwasan at may pinagtatampuhan ako o kaya’y may galit sakin. Kung pwede ko lang baguhin ang nararamdaman ko! Kung pwede ko lang tanggalin lahat nang hinaing ko. Haaaay! Pwede kaso… mas maganda siguro yung pansamantalang ganito muna. >___<
“Ang tunay na mag-kaibigan, hindi nagkaka-tampuhan ng matagal.”
Madali lang ‘to. Magpapa-cool down lang. (-___-“) Ang sakit talaga!
SH*T! Ang sama nang ginawa niyo sakin! Ang hirap tanggalin ‘nung tampo at inis!
God, help me. Please. (ToT)
With some friends last May 15, 2013. :”“>
Actually, I really don’t know if I have chosen the right course for myself. I’m really clueless about my future when I first stepped in college. My mind was a blank sheet and I really don’t think like a 16-year-old lady that time. Then, a question threw inside my mind, what was I got into?
I had experience so many great things when I was in college. Things that I didn’t experienced when I was in high school. A good thing I have discovered on myself is, I can really study. I mean, I’m not genius but what-the-hell! I hell-a can make shi.t out of myself. I am capable of beating the valedictorian of our school but because I’m in college now, that realization was too late.
I studied. I was sleepless and stress more.
I gained so many friends. And I also think that if I die, it’s like I am a hero on my funeral because I know, they will come.
Okay, I became more mature. You can’t easily see it on me but I really do.
I have written something longer about my college life but every time I see him, I am changing always my mind on posting that article. Then, now, I found myself, writing again another college article.
Every great thing that happened on me was all because of him.
All right, all right! Here’s the history.
Not so long time ago… first day of my college life. Of all the great men inside our room, he’s the first one I noticed.
He’s cool, quiet-type, shy-type, can dance REALLY well, can also sing, very talented and hella-genius!
But… he’s lazy. Or he became lazy for I don’t know reasons.
We started the girl-boy-friend-thingy. But, after a month and a half (I totally forgotten about it), we broke up. Why? Because he’s so shy.
I told to myself, ‘Oh-my-Golay, here I go again!’ Because when I was in high school there is this ex of mine that I hit on for almost a year. I was really stup.id that time. But I’m more stupid today. My heart was full of pride that I will never ever go back to him.
Yes, I was the one who broke up with him and I am really stu.pid.
But… I really like the dude. He conquered my heart. This is so gay but it really was.
I engaged myself on different clans and activities. I want myself to be busy so that I wouldn’t think of him.
I created a text clan that later on became a friendly-clan. Hey, I didn’t regret creating it. In fact, I gained so many friends because of those clans.
I also joined another text clan. And because of that, someone special introduced to me the world of fraternity and sorority. Okay, even though I was still in high school, I am already fascinated by those organizations.
So, I joined and I survived.
Since me and him were already over since the first year of our college life, I was busy with my organizations and friends on the rest of my college life.
But… there’s something that I haven’t confessed to anyone yet.
Years have passed and I know, all of them think that I already moved on when in fact, I’m still on process!
I always make fun of him and also him. But… we’re still awkward with each other.
I didn’t talk to him for about one year. I started talking to him when we reached the third year college.
Oh yeah, I really have had exes after him but him? I don’t know. He has so many admirers. Yes, I admit, he became hotter and cooler after we broke up. That sucks!
And for now, I really am still into him. But no one knows. It’s still him. That’s the problem about me! It’s always hard for me to recover on break ups if the dude was really something.
There are so many things that changed my life, all thanks to him. I don’t know if it’s a positive change or a negative change. I just know that he’s the only reason of all of these. And no one knowsthese.
I have tried many times to tell him about these but I always fail. I don’t have any hidden agenda of telling him these. I just want to inform him about these. I am not requesting for a second time around (because I know that will be impossible) but if ever he will come back, of course, no more demureness! I love the dude. But thanks to him, for hurting me, I became a fighter and I understand more myself. In the end, it’s still him. Oh my God, it’s still him! This really is annoying!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Night of April 29, 2011
Tears fell down from my eyes. I thought that: “Maybe tommorow might not be that special to everyone. No one will care enough to greet me on my special day. I’ve waited for this day. Still not been sure what I’m goin to do. Should I end up tomorrow’s day w/tears AGAIN in my eyes?”
But before I close my sleepy eyes to sleep, I took a glimpse to my Cellphone and found out lot of messages :) Every message came from different senders. Every person whom I don’t expect to greet me. The exact time of myBIRTHDAY, the start of MY DAY, is something new to me this year. :)
The first person who’d greeted me is THE MOST SPECIAL PERSON of my life today. (I never know if we’re goin to be w/ONE LOVE and ONE HEART, that’s why it’s only for now because tommorow is an unexpected one.)
The next greetings made my heart flattered and I almost cried. I didn’t expect to know there are people out there whom giving their efforts just to greet me on the start of the SPECIAL DAY i’ve been waiting for. I don’t know the exact words and moods to return back the kindness they have given me, but I’m really sure, w/my simple MARAMING SALAMAT PO, I made them at least at peace :)
I said to God before I sleep: “GOD, napakarami ng kasalanan ko sa’yo at alam nateng sobrang sama kong tao. Wala akong maihahain sa’yong mga dahilan para matupad ang kahilingan ko para sa araw na ito. Kulang ang nagawa kong kabutihan para maging masaya ako ngayon. Wala akong karapatang maging masaya kaya maiintindihan kita kung di mo ako pasayahin. Mas tanggap ko yun kesa naman may iba pang mangyari”
And then I sleep. :D
When I woke up, it’s been 8:00 in the morning. I started to clean our house and put floor wax to our floor. I sliced different kinds of meat. I even “marinade” (not sure about the spelling) the chickens. This are my wishes to my father who’ve been felt ill about the bill :D
When it reached afternoon, I went to my favorite place in LUCENA CITY and celebrate my birthday there with my brods, sis and other member of my dear AFP FAMILY. “Bitin nga yung oras ko kasama sila, gusto ko pa mag-extend pero di pwede kasi nga may mga bisita rin ako sa bahay.”
I’ve invited all of the people who are close to me. (MY HEART and MY SOUL)
But because of personal reasons they didn’t came. I don’t know what to feel and what I’m going to do because I sacrificed my dear AFP FAMILY just to be with them and yet they rejected me. T_T
I don’t know what to say.. I don’t know how to describe this feeling in my heart. I only feel emptiness and loneliness because I knew that even I will laugh and smile this night, it will never gonna be that complete w/out them! :(
I’ve celebrated my day w/ my bestfriends and love ones.
Kit Lawrence Sumilang
Michelle Pabellano (na laging tumatakas sa tagay at maraming salamat din sa boyfriend nyang pang-basag moment!!!!!)
Jen Rowe Valderamos
Cyril Del Mundo
- NANAY for my new cellphone, new blouse, new jeans and a new bag. Iloveyou!
- MOMMY for a new blouse too, new jeans and cooking my foods.
- MAMA for the money :)
- DODDY for EVERYTHING !!! iLOVEYOU ALL :)
I never knew that it will all turn alright. That eveything will end up just fine :) THANKYOU GOD!! :)
And now, I attended the Sunday mass w/ my bestfriend KIT.
I told God: “Di ko po alam kung paano kita pasasalamatan sa lahat ng nangyari. Pero kahit ni-offer ko na po yung dapat mangyari, yung gusto neu pa rin po ang nasunod. At yun ay yung maging masaya ako. :) Alam neu na po GOD kung ano ang hiling ko at parati kong hihilingin. Maraming Salamat po :)”
I am now 18. I may still act a little IMMATURE but I know everyone can handle me on the best way that they have understand me:)
I know, many changes are waiting for me there
I must be brave and get to accept things that cannot be change.
PERO ITO LANG TLGA EHH—— 18 NA AKO AT KASABAY NITO ANG PAGTANGGAP SA NAPAKASAKLAP NA KATOTOHANANG HINDI NA AKO TATANGKAD!!!!!!! :D :D
p.s: He’s with me and I’m with him. Trully, I’m goin to miss this once in a lifetime chance of having him with me, on this perfect time, perfect place and w/full of Perfect topics , joys and laughters. I’m goin to miss everything.EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE PERFECT BUT I HAVE TO CONTROL MYSELF FROM FALLING. I hope HISTORY WILL REPEAT ITSELF in my world
—— Mikki, Chiminie, Sinoda CORE
(Note: Mwahahaha! Ang bata ko pa nga dito. XD)
Sunday, March 20, 2011
may mga bagay sa mundo na hindi mo dapat ipagpalit sa pera.
(note ; pakisabi sa lahat ng kakilala mo)
ang PERA: bagay yan na ginagamit para paikutin ang MUNDO pero hindi ang TAO!!
Minsan kailangan mong mlaman kungkelan angtamang pagpreno mo s pagsasalita kase baka yung tiwala ng ibang tao sa’yo mawala na lang bigla!
March 19, 2011
nakauwi na ako ng umaga dahil nakitulog ako sa b.haus nila ninong.
gusto ko na umuwi.kase marami tlaga akong ggawin.
pag uwi ko : sira ang computer namen. kailangan ko yun para sa lahat ng project ko tapos sira pala. bumili pamandin ako ng bagong keyboard at mouse nung march 18, tapos ganun pla?/ GRR!! na-init ulo ko. so yung sukli dun sa pambili ng keyboard eh ginamit ko pang papareformat ng computer.. in short : NAUBOS SIA!!
so. kabado ako ngayon dahil alam ko hahanapin yun ng TATAY ko.!
pero di ko na inisip yun basta makatapos lang ako sa aking project.
tanghali na di pa rin tapos ireformat tong CPU nmen. hmp! sayang oras ko ayy. pero naghintay pa rin ako at ayun natapos na. hapon na nun medyo. tapos biglang dating ang mga tita ko may dalang bag at bagong cellphone saken. yehey! ang saya ko kase sira cellphone ko ayy. hmp! (salamat sa dalawa kong nanay) ;) :)
hanggang sa mag gabi. nagawa pa rin ako ng project nmen. (hanggang ngayon pate)
dumatng ang TATAY kong nakakainom. ibnibigay ko yng kaunting sukli ng perang inutang niya sapambili ng keyboard at mouse nmen pero di nia tnanggap (LETCHE) kahit badtrip ako pinagpatuloy ko na lang yung panggagawa ko ng project. PERO biglang nagwala ang tatay ko. ninenegosyo daw namin ng kapatid ko. tapos pinalo pa kapated ko LINTEK na to ahh!!! GRRR. mukha syang pera! pera lang yun tapos dahil dun gaganunin yung kapatid ko. tapos ako pa. ako pa nga daw ang kapural. lintek na to ahh!! inum ng inum. hindi ilagay sa tiyan ang alak!! pag nga nagiinom siya hindi sya nanghihinayang sa pang inom niya tapos tong mga pera pang gastos sa school ang hindi niya maibigay bigay!!!!! SH*T!! sinong mali??
Magalit siya kung kinukupita namen siya. Nagsasabi ako pag kelangan ko ng pera at saka hindi ako basta-basta humihingi hangga’t kaya ko pa nmn gawan ng paraan.!!
WAG PASILAW SA PERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Note: Galit lang ako. Inilabas ko lang dito. But, I still love my father, so much!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
There are many things in this world that cannot be change even million of years will pass. There are many things that cannot be bought by money. We need acceptance, understanding and contentment every time. Not all that we want should happen. Not all we want should happen.
As time goes by, there are many changes that can occur within oneself. Things that yesterday has brought into reality. For almost 18 years of my life, I have this longing for someone who should be with me but cannot be. She had the chance but she wasted it. I’ve woke up with hatred and anger for her since I was born. But we all know that the only constant in this world is change. There are many things that can be change even emotions :) So what I am trying to express is that I really have already forgiven my mom despite of what she have done to me. And I really want to ask for forgiveness to her also, for all the bad things I have done too to her. She’s still pushing and giving us things that she can’t give to us back then.
I want to see my half brothers and sisters in Batangas. I think it will be a fulfillment for me to finally meet them. I know I’m not the only illegitimate child in the world. And I know they can understand me.
I REALLY MISS YOU MOM. I WANT TO SAY THANKYOU AND ILOVEYOU BUT I DON’T HAVE THE GUTS AND I’M TOO SHY.. IT WILL ALSO BE TOO AWKWARD FOR BOTH OF US. I WISH YOU ARE HAPPY THERE IN CAVITE. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. THANKYOU FOR ACCEPTING EVERYTHING, UNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING AND FOR BEING CONTENTED FOR YOUR LONELY LIFE THERE. I WISH, I STILL HAVE THE TIME TO HAVE YOU IN MY FUTURE HOME WITH MY DAD AND MY SISTER :)
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Fulfillment cannot be seen by our own eyes. My fulfillment today doesn’t have an impact on my reality. I can feel the lighter way and paths but I cannot feel the importance of this finish line. Having reached my goals today seems to be a sad part of my life. Knowing that I left them hanging, left them on their own makes me feel that everything now has changed. Seeing them and being updated about them makes me think that they have changed. I don’t think I was happy back then when I reach out those superior hands of everyone. I’ll be happier retaking the stage with them but seeing them happier outside makes me disappointed tonight. Feeling this sadness is unfair. They are all unfair.
unfnished love story
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Every day of my life, I always want to have a man like him. Even if the percentage of the possibility that the traits of him really exist is very much low, I’m still hoping. I never wanted anyone like him before. I was also hurt once, after that, much worst! It seems that there is a hole inside my heart. Every time I’m feeling this, my heart keeps tearing apart. It hurts me so much. I really don’t think that I’m a happy right now. I don’t think that I’m really okay right now. I just keep on denying the fact that I’m definitely lonely. I feel that I am so damn alone. This strange feeling keeps on seeking my mind, letting myself thinks that I really am not that happy. I couldn’t speak out this, maybe because I know in myself that nobody wants to listen. I also know that nobody will care. Nobody will understand. I just didn’t know where I will find the right place to let this out. I look okay but I feel like am slowly sinking. It feels like I’d rather choose to die than to feel this. No one can see what’s really happening; no one can tell that I’m dying inside. I want to find him. I need him.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Receiving this silver medal.Being second at the back stroke category last SLSU ICAAC on swimming.
It is not about the medal and the NAME.It is about me! US!
I lose.But I’ve enjoyed it.Show what I really feel about my unique sport.
I definitely want WATER.It is my partner and the only thing that can understand me.I miss our trainings. :)
Saturday, July 2, 2011
- Gusto kong ipakita sa lahat na malungkot ako, na masaya ako, na galit ako, na nasasaktan ako..
Gusto kong sumigaw, umiyak, pumatay!! Matanggal lang lahat ng galit ko sa mundo!
Gusto kong magsimula ng panibago but this world seems so small..Di ko kayang tanggalin ang mga taong basta ayaw ko lang makit at makasama.
Di ko pwedeng takbuhan lahat ng nagawa kong mali..Lahat ng dapat ay pinag-isipan ko munang mabuti bago ko ginawan ng desisyon..
Gusto kong sabihin: “OO MAHAL KO SIYA!!”, “OO GALIT AKO SA KANYA!”, “OO PINAGSISISIHAN KONG NAKILALA KO PA SILA!” at marami pa..
Gusto ko kahit ngayon lang maging totoo na ako sa nararamdaman ko, sa ipinapakita ko..Lagi ko na lang kasing iniisip kung sino yung magagalit, kung tama ba itong ginagawa ko..Nalimutan ko ng mahalin yung sarili ko dahil lagi ko na siyang inaalipin sa mga kasinungalingan!!! >.
“At sa huling pagkakataon, andito pa rin ako..Sa mundo ng kadiliman at naghahanap ng ppuntahan..Naghahanap ng liwanag, naghahanap ng kasgutan sa lahat ng katanungan!”
Sometimes, we regret things that happened before, things that we chose and once made us happy. I still can’t understand why am I feeling so bad and guilty about what happened? Does this mean I really do like him? This whole thing makes me confuse. I only love one man and yet I ended up taking two different paths at the same time, the new and the better. Now I believe, “Di mo makakalimutan ang isang tao kung wala kang bagong ginugusto.”
When I’m with this guy, I feel better and happy. Even though he’s sometimes immature, I still like him. I find him; interesting and sweet. But, first thing I hate about this guy – he’s taking every chance when your weakness strikes you down. But him ♥, the one I love so much, he knows when is the right time to do a move. He’s a gentleman but you can’t notice it easily. He doesn’t talk too much but the other one does. I find him; mysterious and funny. I really do loved him but everything now is over between us. I had just rejected him and I really don’t know why he’s still doing this to me. He keeps on coming back but me, I’m always taking the “moving on” step. I don’t think our paths will meet again but I do hope.
I’ve been a bad girl and I really don’t like what had just happened with me and that other guy. If I could only take back time, I wish we didn’t meet each other. He makes me so confuse on who I really do want. I don’t understand what had just happened all I know is, I don’t want to be with him again.
On this very right moment, some things have been changed. I like now to take the old path again. I just want to be with him, I love him so much. I don’t think there will be a person who can respect me more than he had respected me. You’re the only person who can make me smile. Even though we don’t understand each other, I like to try, again and again. You stayed on my worst. Just stay with me, grow old with me. Let us now forgive and forget! I still love you and I will going to love you more each day. I want to change everything but I just don’t know when and where to start. Are you still with me? 12.07.10 ♥
Bakit nga ba minamhal kita eh hindi mo naman ako napapansin?
Bakit nga ba nsasakatan ako eh wala lang naman tlga sayo tong lahat?
Bakit nga ba ikaw pa eh ang dami naman jan?
Bakit pilit kong ipinagsisiksikan tong sarili ko sayo?
Bakit ko naman sasabihin sa iba na nsasaktan ako eh db ako ang gumusto nito?
Bakit nga ba? Bakit ikaw pa? Bakit?
Hindi ba pwedeng tayo na lang ulit?
Pwede bang ibalik yung dati?
Sana di ko na lang ginawa yun.Sana sinabi ko na lang yung tunay kong nararamdaman sayo noon pa.
Sana di na lang kit pinakawalan..
Alam ko di ka nsaktan, alam ko wla lang sayo…
Pero takte naman ohh..Bkit sayo pa? KAASAR! :@
Tinamad bigla ako sa buhay. Bigla ko nang ginusto yung mag-isa lage ako, namamasyal ng solo. Ayoko masyadong makipag-usap. Pero sa totoo lang hindi ako boto sa RH BILL! Kapag yan nangyari, parang iginaya na ng Pilipinas ang mga kabataan ditto sa mga kabataan sa ibang bansa! Parang ginawa rin nilang legal ang pre-marital sex. Hindi ang populasyon ang problema sa paghihirap ng bansa. Yung mga nakaupo sa pwesto ang problema!! Yung mga swapang sa pera! Yung mga hindi makontento sa sahod nila!! Yung wala sa bokabularyo nila yung prinsipyo ng SERVICE!! Yung mga walang kwentang LEADER ng bansa!! Padalus-dalos ng desisyon at salita. Panung di makekealam ang simbahan eh katangahan na yung ginagawa nila. Nasaan na ang tunay na Pilipino?? Nagpasilaw na sa mga kwarta!! Nawalan na ng paninindigan. Nagpalason sa mga salita ng mga corrupt na officials! There’s no safety there!! Ito ba ang ipapamana naten sa susunod na henerasyon?? Walang kwentang GOBYERNO at BATAS!!! Yung mga nagkakaron ng Aids, kasalanan nila yun. Huwag nilang isisi sa iba. Dahil una sa lahat, sila ang nakinabang dapat mong pagdusahan. Kung nakikinig lang sana ang tao sa mga aral ng Diyos, ng nais Niyang ipahayag… na huwag makiapid sa hindi mo asawa! Sa tingin mo, dadami ba ang cases na ganyan kung isinasabuhay naten ang mga turo Niya. Maraming Pilipino na matalino, mga taong makakaresolba ng problemang ito. Pero sinong nakikinabang sa kanila?? Di ba ito ay ang ibang bansa?!! Kung di lang sana corrupt ang mga opisyal. Sana hindi naghihirap ang ibang kababayan naten.
1st. Put GOD first in everything you do.
And the last,
A LEADER MUST BE FOR THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS NOT OF HIS OWN SELF.
Because a TRUE LEADER is a GOOD SERVANT!!